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Poetry.com

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Dear Paul and Kate, Melanie and Jared, Bridget and Justin, Sara, Ben and Sarah, Heather, Audrey, Rachel, and Matt via hardcopy,

cc: file, Andrea, Tony Hafen, Sara and Des Penny, & Maxine Shirts

Welcome to "Thoughtlets." This is a weekly review of an idea, belief, thought, or words that will hopefully be of some benefit to you, my children, with an electronic copy to on-line extended family members. Any of you can ask me not to clutter your mail box at any time.

"We received 23,939 spam message from July 2003 until when I started writing this message. That's a lot of spam. I open up those messages that look like they might be from a friend or might be a for-real message. A few weeks ago, one of those messages I opened was from www.poetry.com. I liked the look of the site, and some of the things they said. They had a place you could write a poem, and I decided to write out one of my poems. I chose the words to Alex's Unspoken Prayer (../0015.html). It wouldn't fit in the 20 lines they allowed. So I cut out the choruses, and it was exactly 20 lines.

Well, this week I got back a notice that my poem will be published in `Eternal Portraits' ISBN:0-7951-5227-2, on an entire page to itself. The Artist's Proof has my name with a copyright symbol by it. There is a place for me to initial which says `Excellent Poem' and where my initials certify that my poem is my original work and implying I give permission for it to be published with no compensation. They also tell me I can tell them about myself and my poetry. They will also make this information available on an entire page in the book, opposite my poem. They suggest I write out the meaning the poem has in my life, names of family members, where I live, my education, occupation, and hobbies, and a personal note or philosophical point of view. They allow 100 words, and point out they must charge a nominal fee to cover the cost of preparing and printing this information. Several pages later I find out this nominal fee is $25.00. Also that I can purchase a deluxe hardbound edition for $49.95, saving $20.00 and getting a free gift $10.00 value. Yes Melanie, spam is spam, and everybody has an angle they are pursuing to get into our pockets. Oh well!

Seems like all week there was a lot of communication around the poetry.com theme. The one that touched me the most was an e-mail from my cousin, Diane Cluff:

`Without the Walls of Temple Square by Tiffany Wilde Note: This account was written by a young woman serving as a missionary on Temple Square during April 2003 General Conference. To be a missionary on Temple Square during General Conference is absolute heaven! Members of the Church travel hundreds of miles to Salt Lake City to see a prophet of God. The feeling within the walls is of peace, sacrifice, love, and testimony. Some members of the Church who don't have a ticket to get into a conference session will wait in lines inside the square for hours in hopes of crossing the street to the beautiful Conference Center. No one is impatient or grumpy as they wait. Even as it hailed and snowed, smiles were seen and laughs were heard as members tried to squeeze under umbrellas of those in line with them. What a happy, joyous thrill it is to be a part of this event. Outside the walls of Temple Square, however, the scene is quite different. Several very vocal protesters have been attending General Conferences for many years. Each conference their following grows and becomes louder and even more disturbing than the last. Their main purpose? To yell and scream terrible things about the leaders, the doctrine and the members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints and try to convince us we are wrong. The last time I checked, yelling profane assumptions at families who are minding their own business wasn't the most effective teaching method. Yet, their posters and billboards get bigger, their voices louder and the result is the same--families scramble, covering the ears of their little ones as they hurry across the street between the Conference Center and Temple Square, where within the walls they can again feel the peace of the Spirit. Last year the Church came up with a plan to change things. Anti-Mormons buy permits from the city to stand in a specific spot and conduct protests. The Church decided to purchase their own permits, as well. They purchased one on the Conference Center side of the street and one on the Temple Square side of the street, just outside the gates. The Church called a special meeting of sisters in mission leadership positions and asked us to be brave and place ourselves in the middle of all the protesters. Can you imagine two sets of young sisters standing at their designated posts in the midst of mobs of angry men holding posters, yelling, and blowing their noses in sacred garments and waving them in the air. We had shifts, so we'd stand for two hours and then recharge back inside the Square before going back out to the street. We were a small force, but a mighty one. We found these men were paid to do this, and so when each Conference session started and there was no one to yell at, they'd put their signs and megaphones down and relax. This was an opportune time to chat. We called one anti-Mormon over who seemed to be our age and asked why he was here. He didn't really know. He was cold and "kind of wanted to get back home." He came all the way from the east coast. (I hope he got a big paycheck.) We noticed one more man who seemed mentally slower than the others. As everyone was entering the Conference Center, he held an arrow that said "False Prophet," but it was pointed at the anti-Mormon man next to him. When his partner noticed, he redirected his arrow so it was pointing at the Conference Center We chuckled. Now that it was quiet we made eye contact with this man and smiled. He smiled back and waved as if he wasn't aware of what he was being asked to do. My companion and I took our break to warm up, and really prayed that our presence would have some kind of impact on our next shift outside. A Conference session let out and outside the gates of Temple Square, we watched as 21,000 people came streaming from the Conference Center, spiritually fed and strengthened. I said one more prayer just as the anti-Mormons picked up all of their megaphones and signs. As we watched peace destroyed and saw the member's faces saddened and some showing fear of the mobs of yelling men, we were moved to action. My companion has a powerful singing voice and said, "Let's sing hymns and try to out sing these guys." We began singing hymns as loud as we could. A few missionary sisters joined in and as the members crossed the street, they started to hear the singing behind all of the yelling. As they looked past the mobs, they saw us and some joined in. We became very powerful, which angered the men, causing them to yell louder. It didn't matter, the members' faces turned from fear to happiness as they saw a small army of Saints standing for truth. Some mouthed the words "thank you," many waved and everyone smiled! More and more Saints joined in and we found more and more courage as we bore our testimony through song. As the mobs chanted "false prophet, false prophet," we sang with power "We Thank Thee Oh God for a Prophet." As they chanted "the Book of Mormon is false," we sang with fervor, "We are as the Armies of Helaman," and as they yelled with their megaphones that we were going to "burn in hell" we sang with full hearts, "The Spirit of God Like a Fire is Burning." The feeling was unmistakable. The presence of the Spirit was powerful and we were all brought to tears. Never had the contrast between good and evil been so clear to those standing there that day. In the midst of it all, my eyes were drawn to one man who had stopped yelling. I watched for a moment as the spirit of the music utterly stopped him from yelling. He lowered his sign and looked back to see a small army of Saints with faith in their eyes as they lifted their voices in song. He looked back down at his sign with the expression on his face as if to say, "what am I doing here?" There he stood with his head down, touched by the Spirit. At that moment I began to cry, knowing that the gospel of Jesus Christ will go forth boldly, nobly and independent and that no unhallowed hand will stop it. No amount of yelling men will change what is true and cause me to doubt the confirmation I received that day. How grateful I am for the spirit of truth and for the hearts that were touched through this wonderful experience. The Spirit of God like a fire is burning, and will continue to burn brightly forever.'


Of course, people are finding ways to react to the negative side of things like poetry.com. There is an anti-telephone solicitation law and an anti-spam law that just went into effect. It will be interesting to see how far this goes before there is a backlash. Hayden Hudson sent the following statement of where it is going:

`Ordering Pizza in 2008 Operator: "Thank you for calling Pizza Hut. May I have your national ID number?" Customer: "Hi, I'd like to place an order." Operator: "May I have your NIDN first, sir?" Customer: "My National ID Number, yeah, hold on, eh, it's 6102049998-45-54610." Operator: "Thank you, Mr. Sheehan. I see you live at 1742 Meadowland Drive, and the phone number's 494-2366. Your office number over at Lincoln Insurance is 745-2302 and your cell number's 266-2566. Which number are you calling from, sir?" Customer: "Huh? I'm at home. Where d'ya get all this information?" Operator: "We're wired into the system, sir." Customer: (Sighs) "Oh, well, I'd like to order a couple of your All-Meat Special pizzas." Operator: "I don't think that's a good idea, sir." Customer: "Whaddya mean?" Operator: "Sir, your medical records indicate that you've got very high blood pressure and extremely high cholesterol. Your National Health Care provider won't allow such an unhealthy choice." Customer: "What?!?! What do you recommend, then?" Operator: "You might try our low-fat Soybean Pizza. I'm sure you'll like it." Customer: "What makes you think I'd like something like that?" Operator: "Well, you checked out 'Gourmet Soybean Recipes' from your local library last week, sir. That's why I made the suggestion." Customer: "All right, all right. Give me two family-sized ones, then." Operator: "That should be plenty for you, your wife and your four kids, sir. Your total is $49.99." Customer: "Lemme give you my credit card number." Operator: "I'm sorry sir, but I'm afraid you'll have to pay in cash. Your credit card balance is over its limit." Customer: "I'll run over to the ATM and get some cash before your driver gets here." Operator: "That won't work either, sir. Your checking account's overdrawn." Customer: "Never mind! Just send the pizzas. I'll have the cash ready. How long will it take?" Operator: "We're running a little behind, sir. It'll be about 45 minutes, sir. If you're in a hurry you might want to pick 'em up while you're out getting the cash, but then, carrying pizzas on a motorcycle can be a little awkward." Customer: "Wait! How do you know I ride a bike?" Operator: "It says here you're in arrears on your car payments, so your car got repo'ed. But your Harley's paid up. Customer: "@#%/$@&?#!" Operator: "I'd advise watching your language, sir. You've already got a July 2006 conviction for cussing out a cop." Customer: (Speechless) Operator: "Will there be anything else, sir?" Customer: "Yes, I have a coupon for a free 2 liter of Coke". Operator: "I'm sorry sir, but our ad's exclusionary clause prevents us from offering free soda to diabetics. Thank you for calling Pizza Hut!'


On the more positive side, there was an e-mail from David Devor describing some interesting new technologies. Maybe I liked it because it had nothing to do with poetry.

`7 Technologies You'll Be Hearing About This Year Several technologies will be attention-getters this year as they move toward wider adoption. Here are seven technologies that will make news in the year ahead: Automatic Speech Translator People who speak different languages will soon have a way to understand each other. Researchers at IBM have built a working prototype that automatically translates spoken words from English to Mandarin Chinese and vice versa. Here's how it works. A laptop computer turns spoken words into text using speech recognition software; next, advanced translation algorithms translate the text into a second language; and finally, the computer utilizes text-to-speech technology to speak the translated words. While the team behind the technology the human-language technologies group at IBM's T.J. Watson Research Center in New York hasn't used the technology on other languages aside from English and Mandarin, the technology can be quickly applied to any two languages. The system could be featured in laptops or personal digital assistants by mid-year. Micro Fuel Cells The potential of fuel cells to power cars has captured our imagination, but they are first expected to make an impact on portable consumer electronic devices, powering gadgets like laptops, cell phones and personal digital assistants. And even more near-term is their appearance in industrial applications such as barcode scanners and handheld data collection devices. Fuel cells will provide such portable devices with increased power in an even more convenient form than batteries and allow them to run longer and to gain functionality. "Micro fuel cells make the wireless revolution truly wireless," says Bill Acker, CEO of MTI Micro Fuel Cells, a New York-based developer of direct methanol fuel cells for portable electronics and military devices. "With fuel cell-powered devices, you'll no longer be tethered to the wall because you'll never need to charge a battery." Nanomaterials The tiny science of nanotechnology, the study and manipulation of individual atoms and molecules to make new materials, has been a headline grabber for years, at least seven actually. But it's in the coming months that we'll start to see the impact of nanomaterials on a wide range of market segments. Among them are high-density data storage media for the electronics industry, medical diagnostic tools, transparent sunscreens, enhanced paper and ink, and highly cost-efficient coatings. Just last month, the industry drew a lot of attention when President Bush signed a law authorizing federal research and development subsidies of $3.7 billion over four years, starting in October. The Freedonia research group expects the U.S. market for nanomaterials to explode, topping $1 billion in 2007 from only $125 million in 2000. For example, PolyOne Corp. has launched Nanoblend Concentrates, a new class of materials that can enhance fire-resistance while reducing weight and improving stiffness. And that's just one nanomaterial to watch. Ever Smaller Die Sizes Miniaturization has long been a key trend in the electronics industry. Now, chipmakers can print features on chips with geometries as diminutive as 90 nanometers (a nanometer or nm is a billionth of a meter). While the biggest semiconductor manufacturers including Intel, Infineon, Samsung and IBM started building semiconductors on 90 nm process technology last year, the technique only accounted for a small percentage of chips. Most chips were still made on 0.13-, 0.18- and 0.25- micron process technologies. In the year ahead and in 2005, however, a growing portion of chips will be built on 90 nm technology. Among the first chips made on this new generation of semiconductor process technology will be leading edge logic parts such as microprocessors, system on chip devices and digital signal processors. Indeed, chipmakers can boost chip functionality, reduce cost, fit more chips per wafer and accelerate chip speed by shrinking the width of the circuits on a die. More Affordable Magnesium Sheet Because of its high strength, light weight and recyclability, magnesium has long been a coveted material. For years research teams have rushed to develop affordable technologies to manufacture flat-rolled magnesium conveniently and economically. Now, a team from Australia's largest scientific research agency may have achieved success. The group of researchers led by Daniel Liang has produced the world's first production-ready, inexpensive magnesium sheet - a development that has implications for the automotive and telecommunications components industries. Planners of advanced materials in these industries have long asserted that magnesium sheet could be an alternative to aluminum and steel - a possible substitute that is lightweight, stiff, strong and machinable. RFID Widespread adoption has eluded RFID (radio frequency identification), but the technology could make significant progress in the coming months. For starters, Wal-Mart and the Department of Defense have both set 2005 deadlines for top 100 suppliers (in Wal-Mart's case) and ALL suppliers (in the case of the DoD) to adopt the technology, which promises to track products through every stage in the supply chain. RFID labels or "smart tags" can carry large amounts of useful information including product identity, where the product has passed, its current location, and how it's been handled. Even the Food and Drug Administration (FDA) suggested in a report that the technology could be a viable preventive measure against drug counterfeiting. What's more, RFID tags and readers (the devices that pick up the information tags carry) are getting cheaper. The RFID market will likely reach $3.1 billion by 2008, with asset and supply chain management application accounting for 48% of this projected market, says New York market research firm Allied Business Intelligence. In short, "anyone who uses barcodes now should be looking into RFID," says Rich Hardt, vice president of technology services at Yellow Technologies, a subsidiary of major trucking company Yellow Corp. of Kansas. Sourcing Optimization Corporate sourcing leaders are starting to prove the viability of a new type of solution - highly configurable decision-support tools that pair applied mathematics with considerable computing power. These applications solve complicated sourcing problems, taking into account huge sets of interdependent variables. They can figure out things such as the appropriate level of standardization and the optimum number of suppliers, while considering factors such as suppliers' leadtimes and delivery capabilities. For example, Sourcing Portfolio by Massachusetts-based Emptoris lets buyers compare bids using price and non-price factors. And the answers that the software comes up with could be unexpected. "For example, one of our clients found that, for an additional $25,000, they could place $2.8 million worth of business with two suppliers instead of six as they had originally planned, which would be less expensive in the long run," says Kevin Potts, director of product marketing for Emptoris. "The surprise was that the two suppliers were entirely different from the suppliers who would have won the business under a six-supplier scenario. Without the optimization analysis, the client would never have seen this possibility." Sources: 10 Tech Trends Purchasing Magazine, Oct. 9, 2003 www.manufacturing.net/pur 7 Hot Projects Erika Jonietz Technology Review, Dec. 2003/Jan. 2004 www.technologyreview.com/articles/jonietz1203.asp As Nanotechnology Gains Visibility, Venture Capital Begins Coming In Barnaby J. Feder The New York Times, Dec. 22, 2003 www.nytimes.com/2003/12/22/technology/22nano.html?pagewanted=1 Ready or Not, RFID’s Coming Frontline Solutions, December 1, 2003 www.frontlinetoday.com/frontline/article/articleDetail.jsp?id=77424'


Aunt Sara wrote back about my comments in a previous thoughtlet:

`Dear Roice and Andrea, We're glad Andrea's class is going well and her mentoring project is working out so well. Good luck on your new project. I hope it works. Des likes the Quiet Man movie. My feeling when living in Ireland was that women were supposed to stay home and have babies. I could not get a job the year we lived there because I was newly married and I was expected to get pregnant immediately. I was pleased we came back to the U.S. to raise our children, especially Bridget. When Des' mom was a young woman there was a choice: have a job or be married. Once a woman was married she was not employable. This caused a lot of resentment. Her sister never married and had a career in the civil service. Des mother was later able to teach, but it wasn't until the 1970s and she felt like a second class employee in many cases because the administration at her school was all male. Have a great week. Love, Sara'


Last week I forgot to include Kate's response to my suggestion we all get together this summer in Cedar for the 4th or the 24th of July:

`Roice, I think a reunion in Cedar this summer would be excellent. My exact due date for this baby is July 12th. I'm thinking that the 4th would be a better date for us considering the difficult time I had delivering Grant (and not being able to walk well for the next month). Also, new babies are sure hard to care for on trips - not to mention their crazy sleep schedules. Anyhow, as long as the pregnancy is going well and my doctor is not opposed to a trip that close to the due date, July 4th would be the best time for us for a reunion. I hope everyone else can make it. Love, Kate'


I've started working on my paper for the Hedberg Conference. The conference is the 11th through the 14th of July in Vienna. We did not have cash to purchase the cheap tickets which were available up through last week. Although I do have a $2,000 support commitment from Larry Cathles at the GBRN towards my attending the Hedberg Conference and taking a companion with me. I figure this is enough to purchase two tickets and a hotel room in Vienna, and my first choice of a traveling companion is Heather, as a college graduation present. However, we have got word back indirectly that Heather does not want to go, and Andrea is saying she does not want to go unless our credit card bills are paid off. As I recall, at this stage last year, when I was planning on giving the paper at the original scheduling of the Hedberg conference, Audrey did not want to go to England with us, and Andrea was not planning on going. I've learned to flexible on my planning. The bottom line is I do not plan to be around the day Paul and Kate's new baby is due.

It sounds like July 4th is the better time to plan on a Roice and Andrea Nelson reunion. Ben and Sarah and Ethan have said they can drive up from California, and that they plan to do so this summer anyway. Even though we do not have any definite plans yet, I'm interested in everyone else's thoughts too. The other data I have is that we have three airplane tickets to Utah. As near as we know Heather's graduation will be the middle of May, and kind of expect these tickets will be used for her, Matt, and myself to attend this. Also in the equation is the fact Andrea's family is planning a family get together in CouerD'laine, Idaho, where her brother Robert lives, sometime towards the end of July. Right now, I guess we are waiting to see what happens with our finances before making our commitments for this summer. Expect that is the case with many of you.

Other than my poetry.com diversion, I worked hard this week. However, I don't have a lot to show for the work. On Wednesday there was a lunch meeting with Core Lab to discuss a possible trip to China the week of the 21st-28th of February. I also participated in a prospect presentation to Ken Weisnberger at Krescent Energy Company that afternoon, and a teleconference with Doug Harless and Craig Humphries later in the afternoon. In the evening I went over to the Catholic Church and helped set up chairs for the annual Job Fair. On Thursday I went to the Job Fair, and I submitted my resume to Collarini Energy Staffing. I also talked to a Realtor about selling our house to cut out some of the unnecessary expenses we have, like $150/week for a pool guy to keep our pool working, when we seldom use it. I'm ready to move to improve monthly cash flow. However, Andrea feels she would be responsible for all of the packing and everything else this would entail, and the bottom line is we are up in the air as to what the future holds. I guess it all comes down to the fact that there is a lot of turbulence around here right now, and it will be nice when things settle down a little bit. Surely that is going to happen?

However, even as optimistic as I strive to be, I have to admit it was April 7th 2002 when I wrote about a light at the end of the tunnel. I keep telling myself it hasn't been 7 years yet (Genesis 29:18 describing the time it took Jacob to earn Rachel from Laben), nor has it been 40 years (Numbers 14:33, the number of years Israel walked in the wilderness), and that our current financial situation is simply a test of my faith. However, my choice to continue to pursue oil exploration without a sufficient financial base has put too much stress on home life, and I have got to change things quickly. Thus my submission of a resume at the Job Fair and talking to a Realtor. We can not keep going on as we have, and since I've gladly taken responsibility for bringing home the bacon, I will be striving even harder to fulfill this responsibility. I guess this means I need to absolutely stop making diversions, like submitting a poem to poetry.com."

I'm interested in sharing weekly a "thoughtlet" (little statements of big thoughts which mean a lot to me) with you because I know how important the written word can be. I am concerned about how easy it is to drift and forget our roots and our potential among all of distractions of daily life. To download any of these thoughtlets go to http://www.walden3d.com/thoughtlets or e-mail me at rnelson@walden3d.com.

With all my love,
Dad
(H. Roice Nelson, Jr.)

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Copyright © 2004 H. Roice Nelson, Jr.